Reborn to Ruin My Husbands

Emperor decreed a marriage, I must choose between Prime Scholar, Julian Sterling, and Young Lord of the General's Manor, Marcus Garrison. First life: Chose Julian. He poisoned me, saying 'Our marriage was a mistake.' I died. Second life: Chose Marcus. He used me as bait, saying 'Trash.' I died after endless humiliation. Third life: Both men gaze with apparent affection. How must I choose, just to survive...?