
I ran... what else could I do? I fear for my future, and the future of my child but my mind is playing a war with me. My new life is amazing, and I love it but... something is missing and I don’t know what that is yet. What do I do if the past catches up with me? And if he does there will be hell to pay. There’s a small voice in my head that scares me the most. I hear it whisper that maybe I want to be found. That when I am, I’ll fall into Lucifer’s arms and let him do to me what he pleases.